tl;dr I'm a successful, tech entrepreneur that have started to question everything about being an entrepreneur and building a business. The way I'm doing this is with a new personal challenge: publish a book of my poetry.
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"Entreporn is the stuff that tantalizes. It’s a fantasy. It’s emotionally manipulative. Either it says that everything is perfectly clear, you just have to do this one thing for wild success…"
- Amy Hoy
Back in 2015, all this ambition and drive (amongst other things) culminated in a complete upheaval in my personal life that almost saw me losing my family. This experience prompted many changes and a new awareness of who I was and what I wanted.
Then towards the end of 2017, we found ourselves in a precarious financial position at Conversio: we suddenly realised that about 15% of our expected revenue had just vanished via an almost six-month long reporting bug. (Fast-forward: We turned things around and are healthier than ever today.)
During that incredibly tough time in 2017, I felt hopeless and tired. "Being an entrepreneur" was a big part of my identity and it just got to a point where building a business drained me more than it energised or excited me.
What helped though was writing and especially poetry, because it was a free-form, no rules, no outcomes required way for me to explore all of the things that were troubling me. It helped me understand more of who I was and also expanded my awareness of many seemingly counter-intuitive things:
My first book of poetry, Motion, is all about this thought process that has steadily changed to way I see myself and business in the last 18 months. You will likely find something in Motion that resonates with you, if you:
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